Me: hey I like your make-up
Gorgeous girl who knows it: Oh my gooooddd your so stupid I look terrible.
Me: fine bitch, yo ugly

Sometimes I think than the only people I can trust are the ones I find in books, and its kinda true, I mean, books will never hurt me like people have.

Sometimes I wonder, are other families like this and they just don’t talk about it? Or is mine just, not normal. And if its not normal is it really as bad as I think it is? Or am I just being a drama queen? And if it really is as bad as I think it is, should I tell somebody? Should I do something about it. And then I look down and see my life’s work on me, yeah, all my scars, all my scratches, and the fresh ones from tonight. I guess it is that bad.

I know you can see this
And I know your here
And I just want you to know
I feel safe with you
Sometimes
Other times
You scare the shit out of me.

Sometimes
I wonder if the world
Runs on irony.

I’ve been hurt to many times to count
And I can’t trust people
Because I learned the hard way
That you should never put your trust
In people
Because people will ALWAYS
Let you down

Can’t bring back
What’s taken from me
Heaven feels so far away
Now that you’ve gone away
The world is broken
The world is so cold
And if I could trade places
I would.

Day after day
My home life’s a reck
And the powers that be
Follow me
Keeping me at bay
To keep harms away

Maybe in another life
I could find you there
Pulled away before your time
I can’t deal it’s so unfair

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
The world has grown cold
Now that you’ve gone away

Leaving flowers on your grave
Show that I still care
But black roses and Hail Mary’s
Can’t bring back what’s taken from me
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
And if I could trade
I would

And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven’s so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
The world is so cold
Now that you’ve gone away